Aiko's Gazebo of Thoughts

Where small musings drift through like wind.

カテゴリ「No category」の投稿6

(Late realization) (SPOILERS) About Temma-kun/Reinhard...thinking about it, this is kinda the second coming of Shin lol. White prince (?) outfit? Check. Glasses? Check. Even wearing the coat?? Check. Being the culprit?? Check. Perfection lmao.Fold

#Holostars # ホロスタ人類終末

Watched Detective Conan: One-eyed Flashback #anime #movie today!!
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Once again no free poster and collectible tickets lol, but yay for photo area and standees!! (The standees are the same as in cafe collab, but)
I can't say much about the movie yet (maybe later) other than...it juggled multiple characters, relationships, and plot lines pretty well. It was fun!!
Furuya's role is pretty minor, but what substance there is, I love it ☺️
P.S. Poor Kazami still gets bullied here lol

#Detective_Conan

Back from unpopular demand!! New name, same chaos!! 🍀😎

On May 21, 2025, my main account (@harem_eater) suddenly got thrown into jail, suspended for “inauthentic behavior.”

After a full week of appeals and no replies, I finally decided to start over. That said, I’ll keep appealing, mainly to try and recover my data/archive backup.

There’s a limit to how many people I can follow for now, but I’m hoping to slowly reconnect with everyone here.

Shares appreciated!! Let former oomfies know!!

(P.S. Tfw I made my website, Fediverse, and such partly in case Twitter implodes, but turns out my account imploded first lmao. Same end result I guess. Also: a hard lesson to make backups regularly!!)

Why @haremu_shoku? It's just basically Japanese for @harem_eater lol. Initially, I wanted @harem_yapper (suggested by oomf), but having an username too similar to a recently-suspended one might be dangerous. So just to be safe, I went with @haremu_shoku. Why must it be similar to @harem_eater? Because I'm too attached to it at this point lol. I might change it later, who knows.

(Originally posted on Twitter)

#Twitter

>>94
Day 6 of no #Twitter
Re-sent my appeal that got pushed to 21:00 cause I forgot to send it earlier 2 days ago lmao. 48 hours limit pain peko

Birthday oath/covenant across 3 MICA's games!! Vepley, Dupin, Penumbra, Intruder, Architect!! 🥰💕
Rushed to raise Vepley's affection. What did it cost? Many things. Was it worth it? Absolutely!
I forgot Neural Cloud's time follows my time and it's past midnight 😭 Oh well, close enough!
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I have to raise Vepley's affinity to level 8 to get this "Number 1 Fan" tag/identity/whatever??? Damn...will just take it easy and slow this time I guess.

Gin and Dupin are unfortunately more wishy-washy on how they feel but PENUMBRA IS SO HONEST AND HAPPY...OMG...HE'S BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS??? AGFHSGHDFGH I'M GONNA CRY AND JUMP OFF A CLIFF- 😭😭😭
I LOVE YOU TOO!!! 🥹😭🥰💕❤️💖
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Gin's Special Customer 🥰💕💖
Dupin's Conundrum 🤣🤣🤣
Penumbra's Lantern 🥺🥺🥺
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#Girls_Frontline #Girls_Frontline_2 #Neural_CloudFold

A letter from a Starmin

Regarding fellow Starmins who left due to the recent situation...I did say "Those who need it deserve a break. Whatever their final decision is, I hope they'll be okay 😢" and it is my true feelings, but I'd be lying if I said it didn't make me feel sad in the slightest, especially when I know those who left. Being a hermit, I don't follow a lot of Starmins, but even I realize how quiet my Twitter timeline has been recently. Their absence is palpable. I regretted not interacting with some of them sooner. I know some of them donated to a certain fan project, so it's a shame they wouldn't be able to see the final result (they can, but they might not feel like it).
 
It's sad, but it is what it is. Departure from fandoms, and the connection that drift away along with it, happens all the time. It's nothing weird or unusual. You can even say it's inevitable. I've seen it happen over the years and it even happened to myself, too. Interests shift, people come and go, that's all only natural. However, the circumstances is rather unusual this time, so it feels abrupt and jarring. As though a lot of people suddenly vanished at once...it's that kind of feeling.

Perhaps I'm just reiterating what others said, but...to those who are taking a break and left, it's okay. Your feelings are valid, nobody can dismiss that. Hobbies are supposed to be fun. Entertainment is supposed to be fun. It's okay to take a step back when you need it. Please take your time and take care. Whether you're taking a break or leaving, should you wish for it, you can come back anytime. I'll miss you and I wish you all the best.

I still have to form my concrete thoughts about what happened. It's a downer for sure, especially when it happened so close to the live/concert, but it's pretty obvious that I'm staying, at least for now.  Sometimes I don't watch any streams, sometimes I feel tired being a fan and want to leave, and sometimes I think I'm drifting away from Holostars. But at the end of the day, I realized that I still love Holostars (and VTubers) too much to leave. The current me can't envision a future without Holostars, but I know very well that's not set in stone. I can't say with certainty that I'll be here forever.

Many things in life are transient. VTubers being what they are, surely they'll come to an end someday, one way or another. Nobody knows what the future holds. And no matter what, as cruel as it is, time goes on. Life goes on. So for now, I can only move forward in this path until it's time for me to stop, for one reason or another, gradually and naturally or not, whenever that is. Only time will tell. But surely, with each step I take, I create precious memories that I'll look back on with a smile, as bittersweet as they are.Fold